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CLARITY. something that has been missing from my life. I recentally realized how much I have resting on my shoulders. If I fall, then all those other things come crashing down around me. I've been fucking around and being completely selfish. That's completely un-like me. The things I promised to acomplish to both myself and the people around me come FIRST. Fuck emotions, fuck drama, fuck lazyness, fuck all those other things. Someone give me a fucking medal, I have just matured. Bravo, to me.

weekend was pretty awesome. today was PERFECT beach weather. the sand wasn't too hot and the water was just right<3 Took advantage of some killer sales at hermosa :] went there like every day this weekend. Got a nice little tan, a new bikini, lounged by the pool with my girls, oh can't forget the hot tub! Wow, if only every day was this chill. Oh yeah, AND I got to eat homemade pho  woo hoo.<3 live it up you guys...we have six months of NOTHING ahead of us. haha i love ittt.

oh man...i would die to be this good at graphic design...

"See Us Not How We Are" 
by Jason Byron Nelson.

I'm just about ready to fucking worship that man. So much talent...that's pretty much my favorite design.

Meh. nothing really changes. still car deprived. still spend over 4 hours a day on indesign. still looking for that escape. still ready. still restless. and blahh... it's all good thoughh :]

aksjdhfas we get our acceptances in one month.

and i don't even have time to think about that b/c i just realized that deadline week is this week. x_x oh god.

pretty much worked all weekend. weeee! Yeah, i seriously got to stop wasting money...at least i get a new car in like a month. har har! i swear, i'll crash that thing in a week. i seriously think i forgot how to drive. mainly b/c all you fuckers wont let me drive your cars anymore >:[ What happened to all the trust huh?

Saw Michelle parade around in her little viet outfit thing @ Crenshaw (Sorry we missed your speech :\). Wow, such a climate change - I'm so thankful to live up on the hill. omfg you guys dont even know - it was such an adventure just getting to Michelle's thing. Anyway, it was fun...the asian boys were ehh, rehabilitation boys were hottt, and it was freezing cold. yeah, i love how unpredictable life gets<3 and i love my girls even moree.<3 lol, i'm such a sap. Anyway...

So i'm like super motivated to learn another language, do that heal the bay thing, drag someone to the driving range w/ me, do that movie thing with nao, plan nesslee's debut (18th bday), find a pretty dress for nesslee's debut, continue making the best damn yearbook THS ever published, do something remotely healthy once and awhile, beat gil in spAr, win first place for OI (debate thing.), stop being late to work (I found out today that I was late SIX times in a three month period -_-...yeah pretty much, i was supposed to be fired a long time ago xD), hit the beach a few times (can you believe it's already almost summer?), stop feeling guilty, and stop throwing money around. (seriously - i spent over 300 bucks in like two weeks. and i seriously can't even remember on what. i dont even MAKE that much in two weeks. wtf)

Anyway, I have to do most of that in like a month - so yay. More fun for me. Things are going so well though :] I realized, that everything always works out at the end. Honestly...it does. So i stopped worrying about a lot of stupid things. yeah okay. that's it! take care everyone! muwah*